This is the fourth day in Toronto.  I really miss Hong Kong and Vancouver.  I miss my family, my friends, and my colleagues.

I guess there's a lot on my mind, but I just couldn't put everything into words.  There are many important people in our lives who mean a lot to us.  Sometimes there are things that are in explicable, you don't know why you would make those decisions, you don't understand why you would give up something for another, you don't want to think back, but somehow you do because you are getting older.  I hope that I could meet God again.  We could never make someone believe in God because it's not up to us.  I hope that we could meet God together.  Let's not be lazy.  Let's do this together like I could never do before. 

Happiness

I wish you perpectual happiness.  That's the least I can do.  I never dreamed of this happening.  I thought that it would last forever.  Once again proves that nothing lasts in our earthly lives.  You are too wonderful.  Sorry little one, sorry for leaving you behind, I am coming back to get you...Take care, and I will always remember.

... Ok...somehow this proves that I am aging...

好耐無在xanga寫，始終xanga打野快好多﹒之前去日本工幹係好開心，不過發了好多惡夢﹒我一有壓力就會想起溫哥華﹒

今晚看了『再說一次我愛你』，我又喊到豬頭，我又想起有一次坐的士個女司機同我講，一定要珍惜緣份，又些東西一去不返，女孩子過了三十，不容易找到另一半﹒我唔可以再任性，我仲要努力多幾年﹒

我好想快些回溫哥華，好想見到陳維茵，好想見到好朋友，好想好想同佢地講我實在好感激，好感激有佢地陪我過了那些日子﹒

其實我們可以愛家人，也可以愛朋友，我想愛一個人是希望對方開心愉快，有幸福，一切都是一片綠色藍色的﹒

Weeeee...

Thanks for the "love stone", I think it's really working for me.  The munchies were also very tasty!

So what did I do on Valentine's Day?  He couldn't have dinner with me, but it was wonderful because I felt important.  Thanks for the chocolates and ice-cream.  Weee weeee weeeee...

I am starting to believe that all of us are fake people.  As we grow older, we become more fake.  We please others because we want to be pleased in return.  We love others because we want to be loved in return.  So God loves us because He wants us to love him and love others. 

I am starting to wonder whether I truly love my family and friends.  Maybe I am pretending to love them because I am supposed to love them.  Maybe it's because I want to be loved in return.  Maybe subconsciously people love me because they want me to love them in return too. 

It's sad.

When you get used to loving someone, you take things for granted unless you continuously remind yourself to appreciate and cherish the things you have.  Once you develop a habit to love someone, you forget why you love that person.  So fellowships, gatherings, etc are great because they help to remind you of what you have accomplished periodically and remember to cherish what you have.

I have too much spare time.  I really should study or do something meaningful, but I am too lazy.  I just want a relaxing job and live happily.  Oh, if my team lead studies MBA, I will definitely study with him.  I don't like doing things alone.  Basically, I only like to play and sleep.  Well, who doesn't like playing or sleeping?

haha.